Heal

So this is what it's like.

Waking up in the morning without having to feel the need to greet anyone via SMS and wish them a great and beautiful day. Having more time to yourself, to just sit and stare at a dusty computer monitor while listening to some emo rock songs that fit the mood.

That your free time is not spent on yourself, is dedicated to the thought of what have been and what could have happened if only things were different. They say that single people dream a lot more than lovers, and indeed they do. Of a love that hasn't come or of a love that has been lost to them forever.

So this is what it's like.

They say that there will be some who'd go out of their way to pull you up, to help you and hold your hand and lead you to how itis to be happy once again. And in worst cases, they are right.

There will eventually be someone who'd see you in your own darkness and owe you. Sometimes, there's even more than just one person out there willing to helpp. People that you see when you are in love, but don't exactly feel. Now take away the light, and let them in.

So this is what it's like.

Take the sun away so I can walk freely in the dark.

xoxo,

Sheena <3